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hi, the name's mercy-nicole
toronto, canada

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my sister talked me into being a little less depressing for spring/summer

my sister talked me into being a little less depressing for spring/summer

I know this brand has their issues. I really didn’t read up on their controversy till after I placed my order and got one item refunded because of “highly suspicious” reasons but w/e. This might be my last order from them. Idk. I’m yet to decide. But right now I’m leaning on probably. 

It just sucks that from all the positives I’ve read and seen about their velvetines, there is no formula dupe to them. Yea, colours maybe. But that non transfer effect is a competition killer. 

recent ikea shenanigans 

I’m such a sucker for packaging. At least I can admit to it now. Meadham Kirchhoff’s Spring/Summer 2012 show featured candy-coloured and glitter-encrusted MAC lipsticks (sadly just one-offs for the show). Can they please make this a thing?

wake up.

what you’re reliving in your mind is of the past. the tears you’re shedding are for an old version of him. that pang of betrayal in your chest you feel is for over a memory that can’t hurt you anymore. 

"dead to me." i think it but i don’t say it. and somehow it’s fitting. the tears shed were also for my mourning of him. don’t get me wrong, he’s fine and all. even calls me once in a while. but the person i know him to be died a while ago and i only just figured this out now. so when i talk to him, i feel like i’m talking to a new person. one whom i will never give an ounce of trust. and every word he says is reinforced by one single word repeatedly going off in my head. "lies. lies. lies. lies. lies" 

it’s a pity that i had to experience this. it’s not even fair at all. but i’m awake now. fully awake. and it’s a great feeling to know that there are new encounters and a mountain of blessings coming my way. i’m working on the forgiveness part. so far, it’s an everyday thing. 

but all you need to know right now is i’m awake.

Random. But freckled eggs are kawaii

Random. But freckled eggs are kawaii

spending time with family is such a pleasure yet frustrating-ish

u will be mine

u will be mine