okay. so my roommate is sort of getting on my nerves. i think i called the friendship thing too soon. this is why it takes years for me to really let people in. can’t handle inconsiderate individuals for long. let’s see how this goes. *cough*

Things to do when you’re bored/alone:

this will make me feel cute. and happy. 

this will make me feel cute. and happy. 

i despise when bloggers start making you covet items. i think i need like a month off youtube and blogs for the sake of my wallet and sanity

I’ve been creating so many wishlists and barely responding to texts lately.

If that isn’t telling, I don’t know what else is. 

I need to snap out of it and be a part of humanity.

The wait is ending 

new balance wishlist 

textured sweater and denim jacket

Boredom (and ignoring my sadness)

Plus why ask people to ask you questions when you can answer them all?

1: What would you name your future daughter? Naomi

2: Do you miss anyone? Yes. My mum

3: What if I told you that you were pretty? Thank you

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”? No. For laughs, yes.

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week? Seeing a recruiter 

6: Did you go out or stay in last night? Both. Stayed in at the bf’s

7: How late did you stay up last night? 10:30-ish

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months? Yes

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon? Not afternoon yet

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it? No

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? Yes

12: Have you pretended to like someone? Possibly

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? Yes

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? Yes

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone? Depends on how close I had let them in

16: Think back five months ago, were you single? Yes

17: Have you ever cried from being so mad? Yes

18: Hold hands with anyone this week? Yes

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? No

20: Who did you last see in person? Bf

21: What is the last thing you said out lot? Don’t get a charlie horse again

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night? No

23: Have you ever been to Paris? No

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings? Yes

25: Do you use chap stick? Yes

26: Who did you last share a bed with? Bf

27: Are you listening to music right now? No

28: What is something you currently want right now? $50 million

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person? Yes

30: How is your heart lately? Functional, but having tea with sadness and optimism  

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie? Sometimes

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you? This morning

33: What do people call you? Nicole

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t? Yes

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life? Yes

36: What are you listening to right now? Cars driving by 

37: What is wrong with you right now? That I’m still waiting

38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh? Yes

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11? Sometimes

40: What is on your wrists right now? Hope, Faith and Optimism

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected? Taken

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing? Thrift store

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? No

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week? Yes

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days? Yes

46: What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping/cuddling

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago? No

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? With him because he helps me forget 

49: Have you ever been to New York? No

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yes

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